Jab Learns To Blog

I Would If I Could

2009-06-08T22:45:00.000-07:00

It seems so near yet its so far

Silhouettes of you everywhere I go

Reminding me of who I really love

Sorry to those I have hurt

Now I understand the feeling

Technology helps but adds on to it

Can humans pass through the optic fibres?

Technology is not that great after all

Talking crap becoming a norm

Bear with it to those I preach it to

But what can I do?

Not everyone is willing to lend a listening ear I assume

I do not care but I care

That night where she left was a night not to forget

Because perhaps it is a night I could not remember

I couldn't remember the times spent playing fire against fire

Arguments may not be music to the ears

But what I remember is just good memories!

She's the nicest to me so far

Not that the rest is not nice

But hers is different

Different people separated by differing nice?

She's here, She's there, She's everywhere

Now love songs that were once mushy are now quite ermm..good?

Those who are not in love won't understand

Those who are won;t either

Because you're not in love with Shanie Foo

Shanie Foo, Its not that I do not want to be beside you over there..

I Would If I Could. :(

Till here,

Jab Learns To Blog.

Oh! Is that right?

2009-04-09T08:00:00.000-07:00

Its been awhile since I blog. Guess i drifted away from technology for quite some time. And NO! I'm not gonna post anything about my relationship. Its not because things have been bad but its too wonderful to be described here. Summarising it, she has been the most wonderful thing so far. Ah sweetness sets in. :)

Most inportantly, I wish to talk about something here. Its sad to see my blog posting such mean stuffs but hey! This is a MUST! For those who knows the story, I'm sure you guys will find this very interesting. No No..I'm not gona ask you guys to sit back and enjoy your popcorn or whatsoever. That's lame. Just read and evaluate. First thing first, I must say that I am BLINDINGLY DUMB. I failed to see that someone is talking behind my back without me knowing it and there I was thinking everything was back to normal. Stop all this can? You anti-socialise yourself. Oh c'mon guys! Stop trying to be diplomatic here and be too nice to hear both sides of the story yada yada yada! You don;t know what happen at the start. You did not experienced it. You don't know her. I may sound biased here but if she could do this to US, by all means she could do it to you! The anti-socialising did not begin this year for your info. Not even during last year's holidays! It has been happening. Only now..other parties are involved for god knows what reasons. I just dont get it. You put my partner in this story? How many people you want to get all this involve in? I thought it was just between the three of us? How come now its getting on to more people? You are now friending those friends that you dissed before? How ironic? You complained to people who asked you what went wrong? You know both sides of the story? First thing you're involved in this big time! How can we be sure that your other side of the story is true? Fuck all this shit talk and just get on with your life! You dug your own grave. You attracted the controvesies. You admitted you started it. Why didnt you end it? Its normal for people to react if they're hurt. That's a norm. But you took it hard and tried to win a point by trying to pull people by your side and making them symphatise with you? Im sure you would say "no..i dont need their sympathy". But why did you tell them then? You know the ones you bitch about will bitch back about you. But who bitched first? Who kick us away when we didnt even know what the hell was going on? Who started posting F&R all over? Wtf? You may get people to lend you a ear and listen to you and yada yada..but its not gonna work on those who knows you best. You said I'm a liar? You defended her on you blog? Then how bout you? You did not lie? Now are you with her? No! Its back to square one between you and her. Again..wtf? Shit..get a hold of yourself. I admit I'm not a good guy.But that doesnt make you any better aite? People know me for who I am. For you? You keep changing. You may be with this someone and bitch about the rest. I understand bitching is a norm among people. But didnt you think you're taking things abit too far? You are becoming too paranoid. The matter was small but you made it big. Our friends, I admit, are nice friends. They will be there for us no matter what. But stop taking advantage of them please just to prove that your right. I'm not saying I didnt made a mistake. I'm ready to admit mine. Are you?

I know your a female, that is why you bitch instead of confronting. I'm bitching now coz i aint wanna confront you coz I'm a male and its not right for me to talk harshly with you coz most probably that is what gonna happen. In the end, your still my friend and i do remember the times when you are nice to me or whoever. But then this thing happened and its being dragged across way too far for me to accept. I dont care whether I'm a minor or major role in this story. Ultimately, I'm involved. So i am fully ready to take things out with whoever involved. We'll sit together and talk. No lies. Nothing. Results may be nasty and some friendship may end. But this is a practical move. I think this is the best. And to those who are not happy with i said in this blog may approach me. I will rationalised it with you despite whoever side you're on. It doesnt matter coz all in all this is about friendship.

After this post, I will get hate remarks and negative impressions. But if its for the best for those I know, then i do not care one bit. So please please make up your idea and do what's best.

Till here,

Jab Learns To Blog

Acidic

2008-12-28T10:48:00.000-08:00

The hopes in life was shaky and could fall

The future even seemed so darn bleak

But you came and answered my call

Now I would catch you even if your touch is acidic

Your flair and grace amazes me

Your warm hugs and kisses melts me

Even if its dark..I will still be able to see

As your acidic touch doesn't blind me

Previous dates needed a thousand ringers

Just to make me fall deeper eventually

Its different now as your smell still lingers

Even if your not there around or beside me

Times spent are wonderful and fresh

Especially lying at the watermelon gazing above

You helped me a lot even when I'm out of cash

Now I will repay it back with sincerity and love

I may lack the credentials as a dream guy

I may not even get to see you much

But just trust me and we wont live a lie

Something may hurt me but the love wont budge

Because I have made up my mind

I have even made up my heart

No one has ever been so kind

Your aura will always run in my blood

My promise to you will always stand

Never will I back off from this feeling

Will still adore you no matter what or when

I will prove it to you as seeing is believing

So Shanie..You just hang in there

And I even wrote your name here with no fears

Because whatever people say and think, I don't care

I will try my best to put a sparkle in your eyes instead of tears

So smile upon reading this

As your smile is special and sweet

Read everything and believe this

The road is ours and for us to lead

Just hold my hand and seal your trust

Never look back and drive on

I am sure that we will have a blast

Any hurting memories will be long time gone

Till Here,

Jab Learns To Blog

Hey YOU!

2008-12-07T08:31:00.000-08:00

Hello to all..

Welcome to another segment of my dissing session! :)

Dissing session is defined as saying very mean but true things regarding someone who may be a bitch or an asshole

So..those who reads this and laugh along shows that you guys are not involved :)

Those who reads it and understands and nod along shows you guys are not involved too! :)

BUT those who reads it and feel a little pinch of guilt and furthermore if you know me..then most probably I am talking about you! Awwwww.....too bad because you have just been dissed!

And you should count your lucky stars that I am doing it here!

You aint want me to say all this straight to your face!

Firstly..I understand that I am not that great as a guy..I have my flaws..and I make my mistakes..But one thing I truly understand and respect is friendship..

I aint no hypocrite..I may say bad things about someone but when I dont have friends..I dont go to that someone I always bitch about and act as if nothing happen..Normal friends are normal friends..I treat everyone the same..Once you are my friend..I will share laughters and tears with you..I may be irritating and all..but when you are sad..most probably you will laugh when you are with me..and I dont go around telling others about my friends flaws..Isnt that simple enough for you guys to understand? I am not a hypocrite..That is done..a brief intro about me..

Now for those im referring too..I'll use "You" because all those I cancelled out cant be reading this all at once in one room -_-...ok..You are a hypocrite..You aint know nothing about yourself..You think you are so hot and popular..but guess what? You are not! You speak out one thing and do the other..If your a girl..then a dick will probably fit nicely in your mouth..And if your a guy.,a dick will still be the thing that will fit it nicely..OmG..Fuad! Why are you saying all this? I dont care if my blog is banned..its for all to see..im going to put a full stop at it...to all those motherfuckers who may think that they gain something from ditching a friend that was once so close to you..then you are wrong! You were so close together..like OMG WE ARE SO GOING TO BE BESTFRIENDS FOR LIFE! Well guess what? That sucks...fakes..talking cock ( told ya a dick will fit nicely in ur mouth) Omg..go get something better to do..furthermore..you should atleast tell that someone what has he or she done to make you feel so angry..,isnt that what good friends are for? But just acting as if nothing happened and pretend like you dont care is not fair asshole..Dont you care for your friends feelings? Do we as friends need to explicitly show that we care to prove you that we do??? Get a life! Or again..get a dick! and put it nicely in your mouth

I am a mat..i talk like one..i act like one..but i never show it to you..i will have fun with you..but if you think doing all these is god damn great..then dont you try talking to me..coz i will make sure that you dun disturb me or anyone that is on my side..you think we care huh? we fucking dont..we are still alive without you! Fucking asshole..you think you are so great? The people you once bitch is the one you are close now! How fucking hypocrite can you be?? For once..dont make things go only your way..when it doesnt you start realising that your current friend is of no use..fuck off..practise what you bloody preach..I do admit at first I may feel guilty..like i have done something wrong..But what is it asshole? Tell me..show me im wrong! Dont you have the guts to tell me? You just act as if nothing happened and expect me to come and ask you? Hell! I dun even give a damn to you in the first place..anyone on my side may treat you as a gdfriend..but guess what..i can show him or her the real meaning of friendship..no matter how mat i am..no matter how other diss me..I fucking understand friendship and i will forever respect it..you dont..thus you are not worth a crap..

So if u felt the pinch..what are you gonna do now? tell others about my flaws?? go ahead..tell them what you want..you will know one day how an asshole you are and you will get your bloody retribution...I dun give a damn about what you going to say after this..guess what? It wont work..trust me..im a sweetalker remember?? If that is what you think i am..then i bloody going to be one..you wanna play this game? you aint want me to play along..you will regret it...do not dare to hurt my friends..get me? Go have fun in what you are doing,,whoever you are with..We dont care..just dont try hurting my friends..Im the one who said all this..confront me..if not..lastly..you can just put a dick nicely in your mouth as that is where all the dicks in the world deserved to be for a long time..regardless your a male or female..

Ok guys.,done..heh,,i am a nice guy la..just dun lose my trust..dun gain my hatred,,and dun hurt those i love..avoid all this..and the world will be a much simpler and fun place to be in!! :))

Till Here,

Jab Learns To Blog

You Are Wonderful

2008-11-27T09:23:00.000-08:00

Just by hearing you saying hi

Will put a smile on my face

Turns the world upside down feeling so high

I lost everything as you set my heart ablaze

Making you laugh is hard but worthwhile

As your laughter lights up my day and night

Waiting to hear you seems long although awhile

Even the deepest feelings seem so hard to hide

If this is infatuation so be it

It is too beautiful to let go

Now starting to fall deeper into the pit

But its too dark and I don't know

Uncertainty sets in each time I think deep

You are happily together with someone great

Thinking of this will make it hard to sleep

But I guess I should leave it all to fate

Whatever may occur in the mean time

I will think twice before committing like a fool

But just for the record, this girl is sublime

She has been great..she is wonderful

Till Here,

Jab Learns To Blog

True Dreams, Continue Dreaming

2008-11-23T21:01:00.000-08:00

The first day at a new environment

It was awkward and it was weird

The days that will pass will be more of hell than heaven

Unable to adapt to it, that was what I feared

Then she walked by

With the amazing grace and flair

Suddenly felt so high and fly

The eyes, the nose and oh yes..the HAIR!

She was almost perfect from top down

She has this stare that can make you nailed

She unknowingly transformed a smile from a frown

That is what she do and amazingly never failed

How to smile when she looks too stunning

How to talk when she doesn't seem interested

But then there was this new beginning

A simple chat with an outburst of feelings that was vested

She has a sense of humour

She is a smart girl I'm sure

A stuck-up girl is just a rumour

But then would still not go for her

Its complicated when it comes to religion

Furthermore we are of different season

And oh yes she is also taken

She's blissfully attached and that's the main reason

Am just happy to sit and stare

Catching glimpses from the corner of the eye

It will be better and it will be fair

Cannot expect to go full force and live a lie

Dreams do come true

Only now the dream is to be continued

I do not mind as its better to leave a clue

She will understand this, she's not that shrewd

This is so dreeeeaaaaaaaaaammaaaaaaaaay!!! hahaha!

Till Here,

Jab Learns To Blog

Untitled

2008-11-13T08:11:00.000-08:00

Its been awhile hasn't it?

Because nothing happened

Life still full of the same shit

Its still miles of from the doors of heaven

I gave it a chance once more

She did not take it that sincerely

What can i say anymore

Hopes are meant to be dashed honestly

Certain period of loneliness are dealt alone -_-

That looks pretty stupid from here

Full of contacts but who to phone?

Can anyone understand this fear

I got a few in my mind

Whom I know can make it work

Please understand me as I'm still stuck behind

I will still refuse as her shadow still lurk

I seriously don't know who i am

What i am doing and why

Trying to pimp my life with fame and glam?

Not to that extent and that is not a lie

I want it simple and i want it good

But i am not being bloody fair

Do i deserve kindness like i would?

Do i sometimes look like i even care?

She may be interesting at first

I may fall for her at best

But even she cant quench the love thirst

What the hell do I want? That's the greatest test

A test I should overcome on my own

No one shall bloody interfere

Too much hurting in listening to my own tone

I fucking hate myself do you all hear?

I don't usually write the truth in this bloody blog

But all this is freaking true

You guys are much better and have a life to rock

What do i got? Nothing and i don't even have a clue

No one can tell me what i have

No one can tell what I've got

I did not steal yet I feel i committed theft

I'm fucking my life up and that is what I thought

A long time ago only i did not realise

How time has passed and how it flies

Life is still e same shit

And I'm not doing anything much about it

I feel I've done something yet I've not

What more should i do?

It still the same no matter how well thought

Life is not that colourful except for black and blue

Do not even bother asking

It is a total waste of time

I will still act like there is nothing

But now u know my life is cheap..worth just a few dime

sorry to all those i have hurt and gave hope..sorry to friends whom i may burden..sorry to everyone i know..sorry..

Till Here,

Who learns to Blog?

What?

2008-11-02T05:22:00.000-08:00

CONFUSED

DASHED

CRUSHED

DAMPENED

WHY DOES IT HAVE TO BE FULL OF HOPE?

WHEN IT HAD TO END?

I DESPISE MYSELF

I AM NOT CUT OUT FOR THIS

I LEARNT THAT I CANNOT ADAPT

I AM SORRY

I AM NOT THE ONE FOR YOU AFTER ALL

I SWEAR THIS TIME I DID NOT LEAD SOMEONE ON

I DON'T KNOW

THIS SUCKS

I AINT WANT TO CONTROL YOUR FREEDOM

YET I AM WORRIED WHEN YOU ARE AWAY

GUESS ITS BEST IF YOU LEAD YOUR OWN LIFE WITHOUT ME

IT WILL BE MUCH MUCH BETTER

I HAVE SO MUCH TO THINK ABOUT

YOU ARE INDEPENDENT

YOU DON'T NEED ANYONE TO NAG

IF NAG IS WHAT YOU CALL IT

THUS

WE SHALL CONCLUDE THIS HERE

TILL WE MEET AGAIN

TAKE GREAT CARE

h1 maths!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :(

Till Here,

Jab Learns To Blog

Misunderstanding

2008-10-30T07:18:00.000-07:00

Its all a misunderstanding

But have to admit it that it is awkward

To act as if nothing happened

Implicitly we know

But the feelings still remains

Strong as ever

But takes two hands to clap

To avoid this again

Don't listen to others claims

Listen to me

Listen to your heart

Listen to God

Its so hard to let go

I swear..

Till then and now

Hope this will go well

Despite all odds

You have told me your decision

I'm more than happy now

Sound so mushy dont you think

But that is what it is right now

Shit

Now even the tree looks pretty to me

Prettier than you :P

And its been 14 years till we met

And counting

At least it felt like years

Take Care

ILY :)

Till Here,

Jab Learns To Blog

:(

2008-10-28T09:17:00.000-07:00

LOVE??

HAHA..

NICE ONE..

I'M DEVASTATED

A Question

2008-10-26T22:24:00.000-07:00

Really wish it is you

Yet some things about you is still unclear

At times you make me feel on top of the world

At times I wonder if you really feel that I'm hurting

Moments shared are fun and full of laughter

But at certain times seriousness do sets in

Yet you seem to be oblivious of it

It makes me wonder

On whether you realised things that you are doing

I know you are young

Enjoyment is only normal

That is why I keep asking myself whether I should pursue this

I'm afraid I may hinder you from enjoying

Depriving you of a chance to spend that moment in life that may well be your best time ever

Please ask yourself whether are you really up for this

Its not that I think you are not

I just want you to really think about it

I've thought about it

And made my decision to love

How about you?

Till Here,

Jab Learns To Blog

Night Out

2008-10-08T07:23:00.000-07:00

The sky divided

Streams of light shone out

The ocean glittered

The Sun completes the scene

The white sandy bed is where we see

A simple umbrella shades us

No one else sharing it

As we admire God's creation

A dolphin or two may spring up and down from the waters

Amazing yet sweet

The night falls

The fire gives the warmth

We share the warmth together

As you listen to my performance

Lie beside me will you?

As we both stare aimlessly above

Two hands fiddling

As your eyes close

I get up and grace

Thanking God

Make this happen I shall

Only time may tell I guess

H1 is ass! ok bye

Till Here,

Jab Learns To Blog

Polaroids Of Love

2008-10-04T22:42:00.001-07:00

Thought of you while on the sofa

Looking at pictures of you made me smile

Walking there never seemed far

The time spent was always worthwhile

We met before but did not noticed

We smiled before but wasn't sure

Now its different as it is now full of bliss

A fun and exciting future awaits I'm sure

Polaroids of memories keep coming

Each time giving out different scene

Is it true what am I experiencing??

If it is then there is no other shoulder I would lean

Now your presence is ever growing

Make it stay if you could

Make a certain feeling everlasting

That has only to do with would

The time spent was great. It was fun. Another date maybe? Heh..btw..H1 is killing me softly..ok..study hard my friends!! :)

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Jab Learns To Blog

Contented

2008-09-26T01:51:00.000-07:00

Walked through the curtain of rain

Looked up and saw a million droplets

Falling

No telling if they are racing against each other

Some sped down

Others lose out

Is it all a race?

A race that seems to have a definite ending?

Falling hard against the ground

Or is it a sign of greatness?

If it drops against life?

If it shelters life?

So which one to follow suit?

Join in the race that has an unfortunate eventual ending?

Or join in the greatness?

Helping lives

Giving hope

No matter how slow or fast the journey

A little help along the way makes the journey beautiful

Instead of dreading it

You might just wish the journey to never end

See out the result before making

Do not just run in any race

Sometimes certain races in life are not even worth running for

Winning is not everything

Losing out a little may well be the greatest gold medal

Nothing much to say..just tired..tired.tired...PW is an ass..Maths is a dream to be achieved! haha! Raya is in 4 days time! how time flies.... :)

Till Here,

Jab Learns To Blog

Ain't Moved One Bit

2008-09-22T22:39:00.000-07:00

Disgrace me all you want

Do laugh at it while on it

Still your nothing but a useless cunt

Nothing else to do, you useless shit

I ain't moved even one bit

Show yourself and don't just stare

The fuel is there before you know it

Please do ignite them, why? Is the balls not there?

You say what you want on this board

Maybe that's your hobby ,I'm not really sure

Get a better hobby, I'm getting bored

I ain't rich with money but EVERYTHING about you is poor

Telling me I look bad and ugly

Telling me I'm a player and shitty

The truth is I cant stop the girls from coming baby

Its just too bad for you they came running for me

I'm better than u haters

Each time u post it, I laugh and smile

Wondering how your mind works haters

Please do something else, it has been awhile

Even at other blogs you're at it

Going around hate-tagging bloggers board

You know your not good with it

Its freaking lame if you feels its not

Try replying this, see if u have the butt

I say butt because you ain't using the brains to think

If its in words you want it all to start

In words also I would own u haters, what do you think?

Sorry my friends if i entertained this hate taggers...bu i cant help it..its not only for me but for other bloggers too that experience the same problem..they are too dumb to reply this and i wont entertain them from now on..just a solo post and the last for them..lepaskan geram! hehe! ok2..i want girlfriend! hahahah! ok..take care! :)

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Dance

2008-09-21T09:54:00.000-07:00

Feel the ecstasy driving

Rushing through every cell

Engulfing the anatomy that is barely surviving

At the finale, alls well that ends well

Its either you get it or you don't

Feel the vibe as you sway

It doesnt matter whether as a partner or alone

It takes your every sense away

Hands high up in the lighted air

Feeling the tepid feeling of ardour love

Showing every ounce of love like you dont care

Just the two of you within the perimeter, its your turf

Breathe in the sensation

Move along with the motion

Give in to the temptation

Only action and no need to seek attention

The first kiss will be the first kiss goodbye

The second glance will be the first breakthrough

The rest will be nothing as it will be so high

Those whispers of lie will be deemed so true

The night will end

The sun will rise

Accumulate the feelings to vent

Oh man, please be wise

Second week raya jatoh pe? hahahahaha! ok2..promos ended that is why so happy!! hari raya also coming and i have been fasting full!! weee!! Do not forget H1 guys! :))

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Jab Learns To Blog

Is It You?

2008-09-13T08:03:00.000-07:00

Peeking through every corner

There's no place that hasn't been

Oh well, never say never

Eve will surely come into the scene

Lying down gazing the sky

Black clouds really on their way

There had been too much goodbye

Quit storm-chasing, please get out of the way

A reflection full of desire and lust

That is not the game that is to be played

Commitment and a smile that never last

To no avail though, it is enough said

Hard enough to be pronounced

Worse still to be so into and involved

Its always on the move beating at each bounce

Back at square one, that is where it revolved

Thus, only He will determine

The time that Eve will appear

To show herself in that scene

From then on would never disappear

Southeast asia history sucks! Youtubing is becoming the shit! hahaha! Please make me study!!!! 3 more paper and its done!! Then comes the mother of all stress!! H1!!! Though nextyear is the step-mother of all stress since its the A's!! (step-mums are usually more evil than a normal mum) Don't get it? Neveeeermiiiiinnnddd! Just being lame! haha!

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Grow up

2008-09-12T10:00:00.000-07:00

Surrender to fate

Believe in destiny

Its not good to hate

It will only end in agony

The future may be bleak

The road ahead may be tough

Seal your ambition so it wouldnt leak

End every obstacle with a laugh

Life is fragile

Life is vulnerable

To adapt one must be agile

To make the impossible possible ( Adidas -_-)

We are born to dream

To achieve it we must

No matter how hard it seem

Please try to give in to determination's lust

So do not stand there idling away

And waste time picking another

Grow up and find some better way

Before you realise you are picking on someone better

You think you are a tough nut to crack

Oh boy how wrong are you!

Everything I got is what you lack

Even my friend's mind you

So stop picking on her is what you should do

I aint no coward telling it here

You can try me if you want to

I bet you will tremble with fear

So freak off and suck up with your boo

A lovely dovey couple with everything to share

I aint here to discriminate your boo or you

But whatever your doing is just not fair

Upon reading this please smile my friend

This is not the last thing I would do

He wont chance upon this post of vent

But just hang in there like you always do

Sorry for the late late post!!! heh! this post has no link whatsoever..please do not rate! Just read and ponder aimlessly..and im not a poet! that rhymes too..haha! see you guys! best of luck for promos!! history is stress! maths is screwed! hahaha!

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Jab Learns To Blog

Crazy

2008-08-31T07:16:00.000-07:00

The last candle remaining

How will it be blown out?

The force of the wind doesnt seem deterring

Unlike the other flames it blew out so proud..

That shows how crazy it can get

Once thought that everything is over

Just when it seems that happy is being replaced by sad

The last candle still remains and became braver

How long will it last though?

That will stay unanswered

So many lanes but which one to go?

The lane chosen is pretty yet vested

Vested with what is a mystery

The future beckons with confirmed uncertainty

Once done it well with luck plus misery

Will it be done again since things are going idly

You are great with a wide smile

The relationship spent is unique

But do not think I'm the right guy

Better guys out there remain to seek

Still appreciate you that is for sure

This is a fact seriously

The type of girl that wouldnt dare to lure

Things wont go that crazy

Another gal though is a friend of mine

Her name end with the sound of "c"

She is nice and seems so kind

I bet you guys she's fun though a lil' bit crazy! =)

Crazy is happening everywhere

Wrecking havoc and chaos

Alot of marks needed to share

Till here peeps! Adios! -_- ( cant find the rhyme)

There is no link! Good luck everyone for promos!! and happy fasting! Do not puasa yok yok bangun pagi bukak periuk!! heh! :))

Till here,

Jab Learns To Blog

Empty

2008-08-23T22:06:00.000-07:00

The outcome was uncalled for

A damsel in distress

Yearning for her knight

Yet when he came

She left

How cruel

How appalling

Opportunity to experience a wonderful life

Wasted

Thus, please repent

Adopt a new mentality

To ease through life

Many fishes are in the sea

Includes sharks -_-

A question need to be asked

What defines a good catch?

It is not right to compare Eve's children to a sea-breeding creature

They smell even if they lived their whole life under water

Compare them to angels then?

I do not think so

If Men are despised frequently

How can WOmen be given such high standards?

Nobody is that perfect

Man do not need to show his chivalry to prove he's perfect

Neither does a WOman need to show her angelic demeanour to prove the same thing

It is that hard to conclude

It is more difficult to move into it

Till then that very aspect in life will be empty

As empty as it could be

At least till another damsel shows her distress

And a damsel that is well-liked by none other than

It is not meant to be understood! Seriously! :P

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This is it

2008-08-16T22:32:00.000-07:00

To think of something to write seems so hard,

Since you even stepped on my head when its in the mud

How can you even think of this I must ask

How I still remember the times spent at dusk

Sitting under a block laughing at everything

Pointing to faces and makes it to something

When the laughter ends, hands are held

Staring at each other, the love was felt

Walking to the bus stop, heads held high

We concluded other couples couldnt be as fly..

Look at them! What do they got?

We thought so highly that we were blessed by God

Used to say that other guys are not in love

What's love when they are not having you?

Now I realised I am wrong..

But I do not regret saying that about you

It amazing how all this even rhyme

I'm still not impressed though as nothing is gained

Given a time-machine I would still turn back time

Even if I would go through the pain all over again..

Please help me and stop all this

Please put a barrier to all these ideas

Make me stop writing about her at least

One fear down from all my many fears

Nothing to say laa..damn it

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I will

2008-08-09T09:15:00.001-07:00

Promised to always have you in mind

A girl like you was really hard to find

For that, will walk a thousand mile

For the sake, just to see you smile

But then it all fade away

And I know so too the feelings inside

But then I found out that I was wrong

Where was those times where we used to sing along?

You're my reason

You made me feel like a king

You're my sweetest addiction

You're really my everything

The distance keeps growing

The gap is widening

But the thoughts still remain

It is driving me insane

The good deeds and signs

Did you ever listen?

Its sad to have eyes when its practically blind

All I want to ask now is "Have you eaten?"

It has definitely been raining since you left me

Now I'm drowning in the flood

You see, I've always been a fighter

But without you I gave up

If you told me to cry for you..I could

If you told me to die for you..I would

Please look at my face and believe what I say

There's surely no price that I won't pay

You made everything came true

Whatever I wanted to do did not take long

Now I hate myself for loving you

Now I cannot even write a love song

You are really great

Just look at the impact you've made

Dear God, make me move on

Those days have long time gone

Don't care if its Sarah, Paula or Molly

All that is needed is concern,really

One who would wake me up in the morning

Sing me a lullaby when the moon starts shining

Gosh I miss her..damn it..nvm..need to focus on a lot of things anyways..alot people are loved anyways and will always be there no matter..An..Aul..Nas..Adnand..Yan..marsh..Syirah :)..Ria..Aini..Siti..these and the few others I may not have named are loved and I am comfortable when I'm with them..Im not asking anything back okay guys? A Mini Cooper once I passed my driving license will do..heh!

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It Fell Hard

2008-08-01T21:30:00.000-07:00

To see your future

Getting bleaker

To see ur health

Getting weaker

To find ur legs getting heavier

To find ur skills getting slower

Cultivate the sadness within

Am I really living out what I am feelin?

Wasnt like this before

Wasnt like this the last time

Skills and passing was a galore

Potentially achievable and just needed time

I pray to God

Hope to the God

To get all this sort

To even all the odds

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Charge Up

2008-07-27T03:38:00.000-07:00

To achieve something is one thing..

To persevere is another..

Its only you and you in the ring..

Playing a match against each other..

Brick walls in life are there for you to think..

To really bring out the real best in you..

To be different from someone who just wants to do something..

But instead being someone who really wants to..

To spot the differences and gap regularly..

One should aim success and be a knowledge-seeker..

Don't worry because its better to fail spectacularly..

Rather than doing something so mediocre..

Have faith in yourself and trust your ability..

Sacrifice something to achieve another..

You can be sure that you won't regret miserably..

Success will not only affect you but also the one after..

Hope this will motivate those who are facing stress from school..something for you guys..through this i would also motivate myself..together..we can do it and hope to see you guys smiling and crying tears of joy at the end of the day..at least I know my words did play a part! Hehe! :P

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Random

2008-07-21T08:00:00.000-07:00

Only time will tell,

The amount of tears one has welled,

Only time will say,

The hurt felt to survive just another day,

Thus, only time shall prove,

The truth, The truth and nothing but The truth.

Learn your History well they all always say,

To be more prepared and ready for anything that comes in the way,

I may not know your History that well,

But enough for me to be certained,

That life will only be beautiful with you as the reason

Thought it deep,

Thought it through,

The suffer is what I shall keep,

The darkness is what I shall walk through..

To face the truth is really hard,

Sometimes I just wish that it did not start..

No one can even make me

No one can even force

Thought it through alot already

I'll keep saying I'm fine even though I'm lost.

Pictures of death playing through the mind,

My life is like a toy and I cant find the mastermind,

Though the smile may be sweet and tender

But remember,

A smile makes one wonder...

When alone,

will be accompanied by reflects and sigh

I just pray hard that this will not be the last goodbye..

I'm not being emo btw!!! Stop assuming as assumptions brings you no where..find out the truth beforehand! justify what you say as it may not be true! Im tired and not going to school tmrw!!! coming for night class though!! :))

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HELLO!

2008-07-18T00:58:00.000-07:00

Hey guys! Really am sorry that I did not update my blogg for a long long time!! Damn busy with schoolwork and suffering from post-exam pre-final year moment! :(( This week has its ups and downs though!!!

The Ups: I did quite okay for my mid-years!! :))

I made a new friend in Celiaaaaa!!!! :))

I found my childhood sweet-heart in Rasyidah! :))

MI Soccer may change their coach!! :)))

Andy passed his TP!! :))

My fuel to study for final-year is increasing! :))

The Downs: I failed my Maths still! :(

I miss my old friend!! :((

I still do not have a girlfriend! hahahaha! :P

Its been a long time since I played soccer!! :((

I have not yet enroll for my car license! :((

Study are eating my leisure time!! :((

Hot dogs,

Shielding from bully,

Ketok Ketampi,

Jack n Jill Play,

Teacher Yan,

Getting married! -_-,

Omg Omg..I really am shocked that I met you after what? 12 13 years??? Omg! How have you been? Hahaha! Nvm..i'll msg you soon aite! :))

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Impressed

2008-07-12T07:20:00.000-07:00

The first time we met

We smiled

She's cute I must admit

Her hair was black and long

It perfectly suit her fair complexion

She loves to laugh

She loves rock

Rock my world will ya? :)

She's unique in her own way

Chinese blood DO runs in her though

But guess what? It doesnt matter!

Is this a start of something??

I do not know

But what I know is that it will end in positivity

Cant wait to meet you up again :)

P.s Sorry if I was irritating! Heh! Your great fun btw! See you soon! :)

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Combination

2008-07-11T01:47:00.001-07:00

Thanks Ait For The Edit..Heh!

Sorry guys i could not update my blog for the last two days..

Damn bz with school and stuffs..

Gotten a few results bad and I have to admit I screwed it up..

Guess that is an excellent indicator for me to get fueled up for my Promos And H1 exam..

I just came back from school and am so damn tired and my brains could not work that well..

So I guess i will just live this blog here as it is! :)

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DoomsDay

2008-07-08T05:58:00.000-07:00

How I wish to be here with someone very special..hmm

Results is being released this week and next monday!

Argh!!!!

How am i to cope with the reality??? :(

Not to forget..Parents Teacher Meeting some more!! :(

Omg Omg! God help me! I promise I will cut down on smoking! I'll quit boozing! I'll not frequent the clubs!( never said anything about pubbing though) hahaha!

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He

2008-07-07T07:13:00.000-07:00

He is made up of 90% ego..10% dignity

He put high hopes on INTEGRITY

Once breached..Hurt emotionally and mentally

He gets laid and tells everybody

He aint shy to strip in front of his own kind happily

He is sensitive and takes relationship seriously

He aint that naive but sometimes can be tricked easily

He is amazed at every new things that he see

He never backed down unless being talked into slowly

He talks alot and most of the time doesnt say it logically

He keeps certain things to himself and do not tell it to anyone readily

He may seem fun but he is very risky

Lose his trust and he will distance away slowly

He may seem easy but he's alot more complex actually

He loves his mum and she's his top priority

Try being friends with him and you will laugh alot probably

He advices people but doesnt seem to implement it on himself ironically

Once he love its very hard to fade that easily

Try asking his ex and she will definitely agree

Read all this and try to guess who is he

Lastly..HA HA HU HU HEE HEE (just to make it rhyme) -___-

Went photoshoot today wif Babat..Heh! Was fun! Like Ria said..model on the rise..NOT! Didnt do quite badly for my 1st time though(At least that is what Babat said)..need to get taller lah!! Visited Bai too at the hospital..sad to see him so quiet..hmm..hope you have a speedy recovery! I miss Syirah btw!! Nemmind..tmrw get to meet her..Heh..

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True Colours

2008-07-06T07:39:00.000-07:00

Friends in need is a friend indeed

Yea rite

Friends comes and go

That's better

You have made up most of my topics in coversations

Now the topics met "The End"

It has been really great being "Brothers" with you

Now its no more right?

Im just a friend

Alright..I can accept that

No worries

The memories will still stay though

Let's see how time will tell..

Went pit yesterdae! Was fun although abit quiet! Doesnt feel the same! but yea..It was ok! Came home at 3 am! Short nap then off to east coast for an event! Riaaa was there! She was in my team in the Telematch! Representin Joo Chiat yaw! hahaha! :)

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Great To Be Back

2008-07-04T09:29:00.000-07:00

See! It was not that hard

Water cut cut cannot break! hahahah!

We back on talking terms

We shook hands

We smiled

Sound gay but heck!

I love him all the same!

Tomorrow caught between pit and pancing!! Argh!! Which to choose???

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Astounded

2008-07-03T06:13:00.000-07:00

Gazed up

Gazed down

Perfect..Just perfect

Astounded and lips sealed

The eyes..oh how deep yet sincere

The nose..oh how delicate yet traceable

The lips..oh how sexy yet reserved

Bad habits almost non-existent

Love is addiction

Hugs makes the day

A simple hello means the world

Full of advices and values

Enjoying life the way it is

Open-up but conservative

Temperamental yet happy

The perfect ingredients for a perfect individual

Makes you feel as if you're chasing wind

Seems near yet so far

Seems easy yet still miles off

Seems interested yet walk away

Makes the challenge a perfect one

Up for it?

You can bet on it!

Watched movie with soccer mates..Walked around town..Was fun! Need to get back studying like now! Why are people having holidays and we are stuck still studying?? A-level oral too! :(

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Self-Realisation

2008-07-02T09:09:00.000-07:00

Your life came to a halt

It was so sudden yet swift and decisive

Those impressions of others were diminished

Disillusionment sets in and you cannot belive your eyes

Friends come and go

This was not valid in the first place

The moment where we all shared this common belief was so beautiful

The time spent was memorable

The fights we had used to make us stronger

We were meant for each other

No matter how far the distance

The feelings are still near

To hear another's name on your lips was painful

God's will?

Do not think so

Should not leave everything on fate

Effort should play a bigger role

That is basically what is happening

Effort being put in yet yielded negativity

How sucky that must have felt

Wishing to have someone special besides friends

Someone who can hold your hands and show you the hope in life

Someone sincere..Someone that is always near

Are you there? Hello??

I'm calling out but to no avail

Till now and then

Will just go on and fucking don't care

Fuck Love

Fuck Memories

Fuck Life

Studied with Aini and Ria then went lepak-ing! Shared insights with Aiyat and jokes with rest. History was alright! High hopes on this one!

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7 years

2008-07-01T06:48:00.000-07:00

We've been there

We've done that

We've went through this

We've made it

Now it happens again

Why hasn't it settle?

Why the resentment?

What's with ego?

Did it ever exist in the first place?

Always thought about it

Always saddened by it

Do you then?

What are you doing now?

Thinking of this?

Or just doing something else?

Don't care?

I do..Alot

Care for you

Missing is inevitable

Let's go back to how it used to be

Been a long time since I heard you saying "Love u Bro"

Tmrw history!! Best of luck to all budding Historians! :p

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Hard To Erase

2008-06-30T08:32:00.000-07:00

The door flunged open

The history of the past came rushing out

Saw mistakes among the crowd that came out

Tried to grab it but to no avail

Tried to correct it but its no use

Do not cry over spilled milk that's what they say

But what if it was serious enough till it haunts you?

Moving on is just something said to feel good

Doing it is another

Conclusively, Prevention is better than cure

Choices are readily available

No such thing as " Got no other choice"

Life is a game of choices

Choose to win

History are trying to blow up my brains!

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It Feels The Same

2008-06-29T08:22:00.000-07:00

What I've wished to tell have been told

What I've wished to happened have happened

What I've wished to explain have been explained

I've proved that I did not meant to do it

I've proved that I was in a spot

But please do not blame yourself

I'm the one who started it all

I was the one who ended it

So whatever blame that comes out from this will go to me

And I don't give a damn about all that shit

I'm willing to carry it all my life and I'm happy about it

To hurt someone as nice as you is something I've never imagined to do

Shit happens and I'm sad its between someone I loved

I appreciate the memories and I hope positivity will come out from all this

For now I hope we will share this unique relationship for time to come

Do not worry because I'll be there for ya..No doubt about that

Once again..I'm sorry

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Yesterday Was A Saturday..Today is a Sunday

2008-06-28T20:06:00.000-07:00

Its been like ages since I went out to town with my secondary mates! although not everyone was there..but it was still great! Aul, Fau, Ham, Ijat, Ang, Hafif, Along, Haziq, Ib and Halem! Walk around town looking for hot chicas! Haha! Nah :) After that, I went pubbing! At Harry's Bar! I went alone because my dad is there! Haha..actually he works there..so yea..listened to the live band playing ol'skool rock and wow! Did it rock all my studies stress away!! I actually helped Dad set up and set down the place! Cool or what? Cool!! Haha! Quality time spent with dad! ( never did this for a long time already!) So yea! That was it! I so want to study at airport today! Have to get back to studies! One week left till its all over! :)

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One Boy And One Girl

2008-06-27T08:59:00.001-07:00

History Paper was -_- Mob was -_- But since its weekends I'm more of =)

Another Story:

He finally gave in to his friend's girlfriend when she say that there's someone who he should meet

In a crowded restaurant way cross town..he waited impatiently..

She walked in..Their eyes met..And they both stared

Right there and then..everyone else disappear

For one boy and one girl

2 hearts beating wildly

To tell it honestly it was love at first sight

He smiled..She smiled..And they knew right away

This was the day they've wited for all their life

Then for a moment the whole world

Revolves around one boy and one girl

In no time at all they were standing there in a front of a little church

Among their friends and families..repeating those sacred words

Preacher said "Son, Kiss your bride" and he raised her veil

Right there and then..everyone else disappear

For one boy and one girl

2 hearts beating wildly

To tell it honestly it was love at first sight

He smiled..She smiled..And they knew right away

This was the day they've waited for all their lives

For a moment the whole world

Revolves around one boy and one girl

The story did not end there

He was holding her hand when the doctor looked and grin

The doctor then said.." Twins"

One boy and one girl

2 hearts beating wildly

To tell it honestly it was love at first sight

He smiled and she smiled

And they knew right away

This was the day they've waited for all their lives

For a moment the whole world

Revolves around one boy and one girl

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Shagged

2008-06-26T06:10:00.000-07:00

Maths Paper was tough to me! I aint got a clue whether what I did was right or wrong..I guess all the time spent mugging played an influential role only to a certain extent coz above all you need confidence and the ability to compose yourself to face an exam. The thing is that I need more and more of practise to at least convince myself of my maths stuff!! Other than that..today was alright..mugged again at the airport with Syirah Ria and Aini..History Paper is like tomorrow for international history..I really hope I will pass it! Lastly best of luck to all future historians! Heh! The rest will all be pictures taken during mugging at the airport! Credits to Syirah! Enjoy! :)

Hey..take great care aite! If u ever feel
sick again..then im here :)

The Day Where She Smiled Alot

2008-06-25T06:19:00.000-07:00

She smiled alot today. Not only because of me. Because of my friends! They made her smile too. And I find that really sweeeeeeet! Thanks for all the wishes by my friends and especially to RIA and AINI for coming to my house to give my mum roses! Heh! How sweet! Thanks alot alot! The pizza my brother and sister chipped in to buy for my mum was fantastic as it is also due to the fact that I ate the bigger share! Hahah! Overall, today was great! Sorry guys I cant come down to Airport to study! Family Day for me today! So tomorrow is like our maths paper! Best of luck to those taking it! Do not forget to bring your calculator! -_-

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IF ONLY..

2008-06-24T07:58:00.000-07:00

Its just another story written for someone I knew for 18 years:

If only I could,

I would want to carry you on my back and climb the highest mountain just to bring you nearer to the clouds above.

If only I could,

I would want to be your shadow and follow you everywhere you go just to be as close to you as possible.

If only I could,

I would want to fly with you in my arms and show you the world and let the beautiful sights amazed you as the wind breeze by.

If only I could,

I would want to be a cloud where I will shelter you from the heat and light that may trouble you.

If only I could,

I would want to be the only hankerchief that will wipe away every tear that flows down your cheeks.

If only I could,

I would want to be born in every lifetime with your smile in sight as that is the only thing that makes me understand the meaning of life.

Although I could not do exactly what I said above, I would still find any way possible to make what I said come true.

I could not bring you up the mountain but I could succeed in my life and let you feel as high as possible.

I could not be your shadow but I could always be there ready to commit to your every needs and wants.

I could not fly around with you to see the world but I could be successful and earn lots of money to bring you around the world in a plane.

I could not be a cloud to shelter you from the heat but I could hold an umbrella for you to keep you in shade.

I could not be a hankerchief but I assure you my hand will be the only thing that will wipe away those tears from your cheeks.

I could not be born again and I know you would not too but I will make sure this lifetime will be a blast and to always put that smile on your face.

Last but not least,

I LOVE YOU MUM.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY.

Two Down A Whole Lot To Go

2008-06-23T06:38:00.000-07:00

It is officially done! My MOB paper 2 is done! I guessed it was very tedious to do it in a freaking cold environment and having to write 3 long essays in 3 hours! In my opinion the paper would be easy if I had studied alot more! Heh..What I can only say is that I finished all the questions! I did crap my way out of certain questions lah! hahaha! Ok then..all now that is left is Maths History and Malay Literature! After that enjoy!! Club! Quit school! Party like a rockstar! Drink! Drugs! Sing! Murder! Rape! Kidnap! Fight! Try to commit suicide by very weird means such as eating lots and lotsa mentos and then gulping down a huge bottle of coke! Let it burst inside me! Then after all that start to study for H1 maths and Final Year! Heh! That is all for now! Sleepines sets in....

Later!

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PRESSURIZED

2008-06-22T08:02:00.000-07:00

Today is freaking awesome! Spent my Sunday studying! How fun is that? To add to it, tomorrow is officially MYEs with the commencement of the MOB and Malay Paper! So exciting! ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!! HOW I HATE MYSELF!! THIS IS THE CONSEQUENCE OF PROCASTINATING!! WHEN WILL YOU EVER LEARN JAB!! I do not know what else to write! Wish me luck guys! Good luck to fellow millennians too! :)

2 days have passed yet no reply..is this for real? Is this really the end? How I wish you will open your eyes to see that I really do care and cherish the memories.. Take care always aite..

Thanks Ria for hellping me in my MOB and the time spent was fun! You taught me how to do this too..so this is for you! heh! Good luck for your MYEs! :)

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A Day To Appreciate..

2008-06-21T09:00:00.000-07:00

Hey! So here I am..updating my blog!! I'm still feeling excited about having a blog! Still cant believe it! Haha! Sorry if I've been "promotin" my blog too much! Heh..That's Jab for you..excited each time he does something new..Haha!

So today woke up late AGAIN to catch up with Aini and Ria to study AGAIN at Terminal 1 BK. Start mugging as soon as we place our ass on the chair! The three of us did not have breakfast! Can you belive that?? We survived on cookies and oreos and Barley-sprite! Hahah! Did alot of maths today and boy was it fun getting the correct answers! Will it turn out the same when i sit for my maths paper which is in 5 days time! Insya-allah.. Aniwaes..we survived on cookies and oreos till about 5 o'clock when we decided to fill our stomach with real food! So off we went to the cafeteria! The mee goreng was spicy but i prevailed! Haha! Proceed to viewing mall and met Sean Kingston! Not really him lah! Just a fat african-american guy treating me as if he knows me for a long time and ask me to take nice pics for him. -_- Went off after a while to catch up with my secondary skool mates back at good ol' tampines. Haha! Chilled with them and laughed alot too from the funny stories told by our fresh NSman friends. Haha!

Ok..that was what happened today. Simple yet fun! But an important thing to bring your attention people! I hereby declare today A Day To Appreciate! Because my lovely friends has done alot of me! NOTE THAT SYIRAH IS LOVED AS SHE HELPED ME EDIT MY BLOG!! NOTE THAT RIA IS SWEET ENOUGH TO STAY UP TO HELP EDIT MY BLOG! NOTE THAT AINI IS NICE ENOUGH TO TEACH ME HOW TO LINK!! Thank you so so much girls and guy(syirah :P)!! APPRECIATE IT ALOT! To further prove that today is a day to appreciate is because my mum spent hours cooking for me SUP TULANG MERAH. Haha! Its wonderful mum! Love you!

Although its hurting me inside, I try my best not to think about it too much. I already made the 1st move. You did not reply my effort. 7 years meant alot to me and I hope we will patch up our differences like we have always did. I love you..

Later!

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Jab Finally Learns To Blog

2008-06-20T08:54:00.000-07:00

THE FIRST TIME I BLOG!! :))

Someone said its never too late though! Heh.. Ok..this is very interesting..what do people usually write on their posts? Talk about what happen for that day? How do they feel about that day? Haha..Honestly, I feel really awkward while writing this! I can't believe I'm actually writing something that people will read!! Haha!

So first things first..I'm going to write about what happened for me today! ( pardon if i sound too formal or something..still a noobie) Woke up late for the second day straight to go study with Aini, Ria , Fathona and Hafiz Y. Met up with Ria first at Eunos before we head to Clementi together to meet up with the rest. It was the second day straight we were going to study at NUS. Although it is kinda far but still I think that place is really conducive to study! BTW MID-YEARS IS LIKE 3 MORE DAYS TO GO!!! So me n Ria met up with Aini. Fathona wasn't coming and Hafiz came late so i was the PIMP for moment! Aini and Ria are my pearl. So add together we are PIMP-PEARL. Its lame..I know.. Aniways..we ate at Macs upon reaching NUS ( the meal was freaking cheap!! McsSpicy Meal was like what? 5 BUCKS! ) Once done eating..we spent the next hour talking! I began telling them about my secondary school life and the "Pampers Story" I told them really cracked us up..I really miss secondary school stuffs man! Yada yada yada..we proceed to the study area. From then was study..laughters..study..camwhored..study..power nap..study...! Saw how much study took much of our time?? Haha! Hafiz Y reach at about 6 and then we spent the next 2 hours or so studying and putting up with Hafiz Y's crazy antics. Haha! We left NUS at about 8. Hafiz went home and me, Ria and Aini was stuck on where to go. The "holy dollar" didnt come much of a help. (inside stuffs people) Finally we proceed to Punggol where we ate at a coffeshop and then Aini went home and me and Ria took the same bus back to tampines.

Something happened AGAIN today that only some special people know. For those who don't..it is not that i do not want to tell but I really do not need people to symphatise with me. I'm strong and I know I'll find a way out of this. Its meant not to be understood except for those who knows. Lastly, I would like to say I do miss my sec school mates alot! Im MIA because of studies and studies only. Do not assume the situation if you do not know the truth. Remember..Assumptions brings you nowhere..

That's all I guess for now..Hope its like any normal posts people write! Haha! Oh oh! Before I forget..I will always be a part of you my friend..The road will never be long enough for both of us coz we will be there for each other, fill each others lives with colours and instead of finding that long road tedious..we might just as well wish the road will never end. I love you my friend.

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